sky’s the limit

So with my landlord selling my building.. and the new company giving us about a year.. (or so they say) before they’re making us move.. i’ve come to realize that i can go just about anywhere i like.

I love my job, don’t get me wrong.. but i guess i’m a little spoiled from working at willy-s.. cause the benifits do not even come close to evening out the draw backs. So if an opportunity arises.. perhaps i may wander away from the mid-state once again. Last time wasn’t that scary.. and it’s not like i’d go somewhere where i don’t know anyone.  But i know enough people to network my way down the eastern coast.

For the first time in a long time.. i’m able to go wherever and do whatever i want.. I’m the only one who has to deal with the ramifications of my actions.. and i’m not thinking for 2. I’m still scared stiff about what to do. I’ve had and end goal in the majority of my big life decisions.. now it’s just me and my kitties i have to think about, and i’m so afraid of picking the wrong thing. Where’s someone to make the decisions when i need them?

I miss my friend.